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Wed, Aug. 29th, 2007, 02:05 am

seriously?

feeling used is awesome.

really, thanks.

Tue, Aug. 15th, 2006, 05:34 pm

i need a job....

help me.

give me options

tell me where you work/what you do.

Mon, Jul. 24th, 2006, 08:47 am

if myspace doesn't go back up soon i'm going to go batty.

what else am i supposed to do at 9 am?

Sun, Jul. 23rd, 2006, 11:08 pm

this is therealization that the one person you cared about more than anything never thought of you as more than a tool for him to use whenever it was convenient.

yes i know this is an incredibly late realization, but things just kind of got put together for me.

i hope that someday you look back at the person you were and what you left behind.
a broken girl.

Wed, Apr. 5th, 2006, 01:56 am

so, i'm sitting in my car, faced away from my street in my driveway having a cigarette with my sister before bed and i happen to look in my sideview mirror. what do i see? a bright yellow sweatshirt across the street. blue jeans. hat. and the person appears to be hitchiking? so i lock my doors. i live in the suburbs. this shit doesn't happen. i turn around to see if this is real. it is. i look in my mirror again and see that said person is not hitchiking after all. they're holding a leash. i look to see what its attached to and i saw she was walking her dog. this dog, at one point, i had thought was a turkey. yes, a turkey. gobble fucking gobble.



now im convinced tomorrow im going to see it on unsolved mysteries. it never happened. "sightings of the ghost person with dog at 6 am happening on black road"



what is wrong with me?



..but good story, yes? haha

Fri, Mar. 31st, 2006, 07:34 pm

You're not half the man you think you are
Save your words because you've gone too far
I've listened to your lies and all your stories (Listen to your stories)
You're not half the man you'd like to be

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say you're sorry
I've heard it all before
And I can take care of myself
I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know
Please don't say 'forgive me'
I've seen it all before
And I can't take it anymore

Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap
There's more important things than hearing you speak
Mistake me cause I made it so convenient
Don't explain yourself, you'll never see

Forgive me...

Thu, Jan. 19th, 2006, 07:04 pm

nothing is going right. so much for 2006 being a new year...

i dont ever want to leave my house again.

Tue, Dec. 13th, 2005, 11:32 pm

so i bought a sidekick purely for text messages. that means dont call me on it. comment if you want the number. kthx.

Sat, Nov. 26th, 2005, 08:09 am

anyone wanna go to the bayside/silverstein/hawthorne heights show with me on the 8th?

Sat, Nov. 26th, 2005, 06:03 am

i just ate 20 nuggets and a large fry. whats up ass? hahahah

i had a really good night tonight, despite the oddness of it.

i adore dallas. and jimmy, binky, derek, and brian.

ran into fred. haven't seen him in forever.

saw tim. didn't know he was home. it was nice to bump into him.

i lit some dudes smoke, then he punched me in the arm.

binky introduced me as his fiancee'




ive realized that the friends i have right now, whether they're new or old, are the best friends a girl could ever ask for. and i'm really going to work on being a better friend. i need to be there more for them. if i make plans, i'm sticking to them. if a friend is in need, i'm going to be there. no excuses.

i'm working on being a better/nicer person all around...

...so i'm going to need you guys to put me in check when i get out of line.

i was told i'm made out of glass shards, pencil shavings, and sandpaper

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